To what end?

That really is the question…

I can keep reading. Keep learning. Keep practicing. Keep exploring. Keep writing. Keep Thinking.

But to what end?

To create a sufficient puzzle of success, for maintaining control of my mind, at least for a while…  For maintaing control of my life… within certain constraints of political / economic environment… for a while.

But there are minds far greater than mine.  Men with far more experienced than I. And there are more of them than just me.

I am despairing some what, yet again, at the inestimable task of what has become my tri-fold life purpose:

1. Facilitate the elimination of the parastical class
2. Faciliate the rise of commercial biological immortality
3. Raise a brilliant and joyous family

If the psychologicaly, emotional, and financial tazer gun wounds from the mounting Orwellian European Big Brother State serves to block the full capacity of my thought and feeling - and the clarity of genuine experience and deep insight… Then my numbness for goal 3 is both complete, and self-imposed.

My emotions are numbed by the apparent distance of number 3.  A task seeminly beyond 1 and 2.

For I can not tolerate the notion of a family born into this world.

And so my frustrations stir at the parastical class.  But each and every moment that I am connected with my values of life, liberty, and happiness, this one question burns and churns around my mind…

…Can they, the parasitical class, be eliminated?

On reflection, maybe it is somewhat the wrong question.  Maybe that is too head-on, hence the apparent unfeasibility.  Maybe the better question is this… How can they, the parasticial class, be defeated?

For this blog on life success, and neuroplasticity of thought, very much involves the environmental situation of our times.  The philosophical, political, social, economic culture that surrounds us.  Supporting the development of our mind.  Or crushing it.

And to be master of his castle, each man, and indeed each woman true to her feminine nature. Must cherish and protect the inner dimensions, by protecting our lives against the forces that control the outer dimensions.

But defeating a network that is now evolving into a network without a network through international 'law and order', can (I imagine) be defeated only by removing the struts that support it. And what are those struts?

To seek, to know, to dare to ask, and to know when to keep silent - Gradually, slowly, piecing together an emotional super-puzzle that juxtaposes both sides in this war of two worlds.  Good vs Bad.  Us vs Them. The Ron Paul's of this world against the Barack Obama's of this world.

But which way to turn.  To Carroll Quigley?  And his 1300 page book of history.  But then what?  Book after book.  For how long, how far, where does it lead… So many directions, options, choices.

The map remains as unclear to me that the smoke-and-mirrors of politics used to be.

But now I see through their facades - which brings torment.  Yet the map in my hands is smeared - which brings despair.  Captain of my ship, yet directionless, really.  Canons flashing and sounding around me.  I point my rudder forwards. Forwards into the smoky mist of the future.  I will not accept their chip.

Through chance, a thousand curiosities, the library of the world, and my compass of reason - I am urged to go on.

I haven't written about mind control for months.

But I have been reading.  And watching videos.  And engaged in my professional development.  And talking to people.

And now it's time to do another round of writing.

I'm going to show you, over the next few weeks, possibly months, a matrix of history, social science, marketing tactics, politics, and how all this relates to your mind control.  

And I'm going to simply do it in the way that makes most sense to me, organizing my own understanding, and you will follow along with my chain of logic because you will derrive great power about how to control your mind, but knowing how the world elites are controlling mass mind control, and the steps I am taking to take back control of my own mind.

I have some uncovered astonishing references these past few months.

I have involved myself with groups of people that manipulate emotion, impulse, and thought - to reveal the life of another human being.  

I am keen to let me fingers roll over this keyboard, my mind to open to the stream of consciousness that will connect certain dots.

And this post is my open shot to begin that process as of today, first week of December 2008.

Here's a hip hop music video depicting the robitification of a rapper.

Notice his words, about 'universal mind control, you know you like it, its calling your name'.

Universal Mind Control music video.

Now consider that the massively profitable entertainment industry is far from independent of political influence.  Politics without power within entertainment would be very week.  

And fascinating to consider that hip hop music and other music pushes an agenda to desensitize people of their concern for the coming mass controls of chip inserts etc.  But music makes it all ok.  So people will accept.

See the full documentary here…

Hip Hop video post on AtlanteanConspiracy.

http://www.atlanteanconspiracy.com/2008/11/hip-hop-and-freemasonry.html

Just had a quick read of this you gave me http://www.life2point0.com/2006/11/follow_your_bli.html

Interesting to see self-improvement and self-acceptance as opposites, although of course that's just one perspective.

But it …  Read Moredoes to me fit nicely with my preferred model of achieving happiness. I.e. Happiness = Value Creation + Value Reflection.

From that page it seems to suggest (as does a lot of hokey mind spun mysticism) that spirituality is about abandoning physicality. I.e. we don't have to do anything in life to create happiness other than just accept ourself.

And the self-improvement junkies of course are made to feel they are broken, not whole, not good enough etc and so mst 'improve themself'.

Well the third position, the point of transcendence, comes from removing 'self' as the focus of improvement of acceptance.

To create values and to reflect on values includes the self as inherent, but focuses beyond the self per se.

I'm a Rational Masterind.

Or so says Myers Briggs Personality Type Indicator.

INTJ to be exact.  And there's less than 3% of the population that are.

And I have one tragic flaw…

(I have many flaws, but only one that's truly tragic)

I feel incompetent.

It's built into my personality type to feel inadequate.

So can you imagine all the problems that causes me?

Social interactions. Public speaking presentations. Client meetings.  I always questions whether I know enough, if I've prepared enough.  To the point of feeling 'quite possibly totally incompetent'.

Maybe you think you relate.  But your milesage may vary.  Do you have clear insight as to your own 'main tragic flaw'?

Is it that you feel insecure about people liking you?

Is it that you feel things need to be perfect before you're fulfilled?

I do highly recommend finding a Myers Briggs personality type test online, you can find them free. Search Google, of course.

But this is about me me me.

I have more email newsletters, website bookmarks, and rss subscriptions than I could keep up with even if I read it all full time non-stop.

And I have worked in more industries, learned about more topics related to career, business, marketing, health, psychology, esoteric philosophy, etc. than just about anyone else I have ever met.

And my incompetence is to not be quite good enough in any particular area.

I want it all. I want to know it all. Indeed I love it all.  But it's all coming too fast, its all 'a bit too much'.

The rate of human knolwedge continues at an ever increasing rate.  The threats of politics increase their strangle hold around our necks. Whether you know it or not.

My burden is to see through my 'rational mastermind' such opportunity, but to feel the constraint of time, each day, and in my short lifespan.

So I do what I can. To extend my power, my ability, and my life expectancy. Through health, exercise, diet, and staying in touch with technological trends that might free our self-expressive creative capacities, whilst extending our lives.

I guess what I'm after is this…

My archimedean point of leverage.

How can I progress fast enough to feel truly competent that I am contributing and indeed succeeding at the ultimate goal of helping to free society of the constraints of politics, death, and infinite stupidity.

Hahaha.. I have no idea.

And I'll go on suffering. Go on enjoying life's rhythms where I can.  Go on experiencing incompetence.  Go on progressing always too slow, yet assuredly in the right direction.

May we gain the time needed to succeed.

Another mind control quote…

"All possibility of understanding is rooted in the ability to say no"

If you can not say no to considerations, possibilities and reflections, then you can never understand anything, because your mind will be incapable of differentiating or making judgements.

I have a confession to make.

And it has to do with a video link that my friend Gil Magno has just sent me…

His email read:

"How cometh then that thou art not in hell?"

"The faster I go, the behinder I get"

"You have to run as fast as you can just to stay where you are. If you want to get anywhere, you'll have to run much faster."

"Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place."

I don't have the direct reference so only one of those might be a genuine quote, and the others as interpretations, taken from Lewis Carroll's incredible stories Alice in Wonderland and Through The Looking Glass.

Lewis has given us many gems for reflection, and this one of 'struggling to accomplish more whilst apparently achieving little compared to your effort' is one that stings me personally.

How or why is it that we can often find ourselves working hard yet 'spinning plates' and then having to work hard to 'keep things in the air' whilst in actual fact they are not really very important, or productive, and contribute little to the big success we seek.

Somewhere inside our minds exist mechanisms of thought and chemical that bind us to our follies.  Chasing windmills.  Digging ourself into a hole. Living in a state of stuckness.  Making a lot of effort or work, but little progress. Etc.

"The faster I go, the behinder I get…"

I think we must recognise where we are doing this to ourself, if possible.  And then stop to assess the situation. Perhaps we can learn to choose a clear straight path of achieving our important goals when we realise the times we are doing all the running we can do, yet keeping in the same place.

Ok this has just struck me right upside the head…

I'm toying with the ideas of the 10 Mind Controllers and have been considering the semantics.

Now I'm not going to divulge it prematurely, but I've realised the obvious simplicity that the 10th 'uncontrollable' mind-controller, that of Transcendence, parallels an emergent perspective of the 3 categories of the other 9 mind-controllers.

(Of course you will much better understand this by watching the video available to members (free) via success-matrix.com)

Now hear this:

The 3 categories of the 9 'controllable' mind controllers represent the Will.

Well transcendence, the 10th mind-controller, represents, by semantic implication and derrived integration… the Metawill.

And this provides a window to linking the Di Silvestro Equation and Baruch Spinozas position of 'thought becomes things'.

I look forward to explaining this more simply soon.

And now we have a bridge between our Will, and that 'mystical' Transcendent state of bliss (effortless easy, satisfaction) that all of the lazy irrational mystics have been 'seeking' for several thousand years.

My god! I'm in awe at the identifications scribbled in my note book.

This morning I received some awesome feedback from a new reader, and a new companion spirit.

Here is what he said:

Good Morning Nathan

My God!  This presentation of what would be considered esoteric knowledge silted down easily perceived principles is pure genious!  I'm ashamed to admit how many years I spent learning these very things and yet you offer it to the world in a few short minutes!  Positively brilliant!  You are a naturally inclined teacher.  Of course we both know that the Will is both guided and nourished by our values system.  The reason people can't break their fears, procrastination, etc….is that they don't realize to investigate the conflicting value that the will is feeding off rather than the intended one……(usually social ego, immediate pleasure, fear of the unknown, etc….)

The accompanying chart is brilliant.  If this was my baby, I'd also use this chart to direct them to learn how to become a successful sleuth to discover the conflicting value that's creating their frustration and ALSO to use this chart to redirect it!  YOU ARE BRILLIANT in your capacities to

1.  know what's relavent

2.  properly align the knowledge so that it's both practical and actually of use!

3. transmit the knowledge to those who don't have the knowledge base in the first place!

Nathan….I AM TOTALLY AWED.  You are a modern day Erikson (experiental psychologist)

This is what mankind NEEDS!  It should be required learning to children of all nations….but that won't ever happen because it would topple the greed machine like a house of cards!  LOL!

Again, my sincerest thanks.  Your charts are fabulous help for my broken brain…..I'm in tears.  I thought all of that was permanently lost to me yet your charts hand me back some of what made me who I was……I can't fix the injuries…..but…..dare I hope it…….thanks to you I'm only a chart away from reclaiming and USING this aspect of my knowledge base…

Am I being to nosy to ask if you're a university professor or a psychologist?  Feel free to disregard this question……I'm just totally buggers about the pure genious of your presentation of knowledge and how you magically transform it into tools that even a child could learn.

Again, thank you for being so generous!

Thank you for being here dude!

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